SOOOO upset

Remember a few posts back I said I was working on a Went vid, bad news. for some stupid reason my file is lost... AGAIN. It wont open and it's the third time i've attempted to make it. I am soooooo mad. I want to just not do it anymore because it literally takes me days to do the video. I was missing one interview and now the whole thing has gone down the drain... I'll give it one last shot but i wont have my vid anytime soon and that means that you guys cant see it. I was so proud of it. Oh well. I'll give it one last shot. should this not work, I am done. Thanx everbody for coming.