Showing posts with label Michael Jackson. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Michael Jackson. Show all posts

Friday, September 4, 2009

Michael Jackson's "Finally" Put to Rest


I sat up last night to watch the burial service/funeral. The family had a live feed from inside the memorial park. We could see guests arriving: Barry Bonds, Elizabeth Taylor, Macaulay Culkin, Chris Tucker, Lisa Marie Presley, etc. Debbie Rowe was invited but did not attend, neither did Diana Ross.

The service started about 8:30 LA time - it was an hour & a half late & lasted about two hours rather than the planned one hour. The live feed ran until the hearse pulled up & the brothers met at the back door of the hearse to take Michael's coffin out... then we see "Michael Jackson Funeral Service... End of Live Feed"! I was like "Dude, NOOOOOOO"!!! From that point, CNN broadcast from the helicopter but it was basically pointless b/c they were flying 3,000 feet above to avoid interruption (originally there was supposed to be no aerial coverage).

At about 10:30ish LA time, we could see the cars leaving the funeral & heading to an Italian restaurant in Pasadena called Villa Sorriso for a celebration of Michael's life. And that was about it =( I didn't cry b/c I didn't get to see much so it wasn't so final for me. I'll rewatch the Staples service in time, but for now, I guess I await justice to be prevailed... until then, how can it be truly final?

Photos of the memorial invitation courtesy of CNN. Hopefully we'll get photos of the actual funeral program that was sitting in the chairs until the guests arrived to retrieve them. If you'd like to read the story posted by CNN, along with the rest of the invitation scans, please click "Read More" below!


LOS ANGELES, California (CNN) -- Seventy days after his sudden death, Michael Jackson will be interred in what may or may not be his final resting place Thursday evening.

Only his family and closest friends will attend the private burial starting at 7 p.m. PT (10 p.m. ET) inside the ornate Great Mausoleum on the grounds of Forest Lawn cemetery in Glendale, California.

They'll then drive to an Italian restaurant eight miles away in Pasadena, California for "a time of celebration," the nine-page engraved invitation said.

The first page inside the invitation holds a quote from "Dancing the Dream," a book of essays and poems published by Jackson in 1992:

"If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with."

The news media -- which have closely covered every aspect of Jackson's death -- will be kept at a distance, with their cameras no closer than the cemetery's main gate. The family will provide a limited video feed that will only show mourners arriving.

Little is known about the planned ceremony, though CNN has confirmed that singer Gladys Knight -- a longtime friend to Jackson -- will perform. Her song has not been disclosed.

The massive mausoleum, which is normally open to tourists, was closed Wednesday as preparations were completed for the funeral. A security guard blocking its entrance said it would reopen to the public on Friday.

Fans of Clark Gable, Carole Lombard and dozens of other celebrities buried on the grounds have flocked to Forest Lawn-Glendale for decades, but Jackson may outdraw them all.

It is unclear how close tourists will be allowed to Jackson's resting place. Security guards -- aided by cameras -- keep a constant vigil over the graves and crypts, which are surrounded by a world-class collection of art and architecture.

The Forest Lawn Web site boasts that the mausoleum, which draws its architectural inspiration from the Campo Santo in Italy, "has been called the "New World's Westminster Abbey" by Time Magazine.

Visitors will see "exact replicas of Michelangelo's greatest works such as David, Moses, and La Pieta" and "Leonardo da Vinci's immortal Last Supper re-created in brilliant stained glass; two of the world's largest paintings," the Web site says.

Jackson's burial has been delayed by division among Jackson family members, though it was matriarch Katherine Jackson who would make the final decision, brother Jermaine Jackson recently told CNN.

He preferred to see his youngest brother laid to rest at his former Neverland Ranch home, north of Los Angeles in Santa Barbara County, California.

That idea was complicated by neighbors who vowed to oppose allowing a grave in the rural area -- and by Jackson family members who said the singer would not want to return to the home where he faced child molestation charges, of which he was ultimately acquitted.

The mystery of where Michael Jackson would be buried became a media obsession in the weeks after his death.

After his body was loaded onto a helicopter at UCLA's Ronald Reagan Medical Center hours following his June 25 death, it stayed in the custody of the Los Angeles County coroner for an autopsy.

It was only later disclosed that Jackson's corpse was kept in a refrigerated room at the Hollywood Hills Forest Lawn cemetery until his casket was carried by motorcade to downtown Los Angeles for a public memorial service in the Staples Center arena.

Again, speculation about Jackson's whereabouts grew when the media lost track of his casket after his brothers carried it out of sight inside the arena. Though the family has not publicly confirmed where the body was taken, most reports placed it back at the Hollywood Hills Forest Lawn while awaiting his family's decision.

Though Thursday's interment may settle one Michael Jackson mystery, a more serious one remains. The coroner announced last week that he had ruled Jackson's death a homicide. A summary of the coroner's report said the anesthetic propofol and the sedative lorazepam were the primary drugs responsible for the singer's death.

Los Angeles police detectives have not concluded their criminal investigation and no one has been charged.








Thursday, September 3, 2009

Michael Jackson Fans 4 Charity: UPDATED


Be sure to watch in HQ!!


Help save the life of a child!

To many of us, Michael is our hero, our childhood & the one and only person who touched the world on such a magnificent level, through his gift of song but also through his gift of generosity! Michael once said: "...always help the children. Love them...". We've adopted that philosphy by teaming with UNICEF. Our goal is to raise one million dollars! Now I know that it might seem impossible but Michael taught me to think big! Individually it might be hard but just think if EVERY Michael Jackson fan gives just $1. What if EVERY fan gets another person to give $1! In other words, TOGETHER WE CAN! TOGETHER WE CAN make a difference in the life of a child! Let's do it for Michael, but most importantly, let's do it for the children!

There are ongoing emergencies like war and natural disaster that have a devastating impact on a child’s life. Children caught in crises count on organizations like UNICEF to help them survive.

In Sudan, over a million children have fled their homes and are living in refugee camps. UNICEF has vaccinated these children and has built schools so they can go back to class.

To help the flood victims of Bangladesh, UNICEF brought in high-energy biscuits, water purification tablets, and shelter materials.

In countries with “forgotten” emergencies like the Democratic Republic of Congo, children have been suffering for years. They die from disease and starvation, girls are abducted and raped, and boys are recruited as child soldiers. UNICEF provides shelter for refugees, reunites children with their families, and counsels child soldiers.

These children rely on UNICEF’s emergency assistance to survive. Your support of UNICEF’s Emergency Response Team can help save their lives!

It doesn’t take much to help: $5 can provide one emergency health kit, $87 can provide a family water kit for ten households, and $188 can provide a “School-in-a-Box” kit.

Children cannot wait. Even a short crisis can have deep effects on them. I am asking you to help UNICEF provide life-saving assistance to children in emergencies. Won’t you join me in helping children survive! Please donate today!

The campaign kicked off this Saturday on Michael's 51st birthday! Please visit the official Michael Jackson Fans 4 Charity website for more information! Remember, please share this with EVERYONE YOU KNOW! We need your help! Children need your help! Let's make Michael proud!!!

Update: Our video guy, Ron (the one who made the video above), will be publishing a book w/the thoughts, fan-counters, etc. of MJ & all the proceeds will be donated to UNICEF through our charity fund! Check it out!


Be sure to watch in HQ!!

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Michael Jackson's Burial

Michael Jackson's burial is tomorrow night at 7pm (LA time). The ceremony will be at Holly Terrace in The Great Mausoleum at Glendale Forest Lawn Memorial Park in Glendale, five miles from Hollywood in North Los Angeles, California. I just saw on CNN that Michael's crypt will be under (or near, I believe) the Last Supper Window. There will be cameras, an alarm system & "crypt keepers" there to protect Michael's crypt to ensure security.

I decided to check out the website & found some really cool pics! This is a magnificently beautiful place, simply breathtaking! No media will be allowed inside the huge iron gates (including areal coverage), but CNN will be outside the gates, so be sure to tune in tomorrow night for live coverage.

The first photo above is of the outside of the Great Mausoleum. Here's the caption posted on the Forest Lawn website:

" With its architectural inspiration coming from the world-famous Campo Santo in Genoa, Italy, the Great Mausoleum has been called the "New World's Westminster Abbey" by Time Magazine. Shown here is Memorial Terrace, the entrance to the Last Supper Window and the Memorial Court of Honor, where exact reproductions of the greatest works of Michelangelo are on display. "

This next photo is of the Last Supper Window, underneath which Michael will be buried. The captions say:

"This stained glass masterpiece of Leonardo da Vinci's immortal painting was crafted in Italy by Rosa Caselli Moretti. Using Leonardo's own sketches, she sought to capture for posterity the original appearance of the now damaged and faded painting. Come see this spectacular work 365 days a year; it is displayed every half-hour, 9:30 a.m. through 4:00 p.m."



"The Last Supper Window is the centerpiece of the Memorial Court of Honor, the only place in the world where Michelangelo's greatest statuary works can be seen together in one location."

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Happy Birthday, Beloved Michael

On June 25, around 3 am, I woke up and for some reason, couldn't get back to sleep. I lay awake trying my best to get back to sleep. I started praying b/c that is usually a sure way for me to get back to sleep, but not this morning.

As I prayed, I thought about my brothers, so immediately I assumed that the reason I couldn't sleep was b/c I was supposed to be up praying for them. Little did I know that my prayers were for my other brother. The one that made me smile as a kid with the meer sound of his voice... the one that made me want to grow up and marry someone like him... the one who I cried over many times b/c he was so amazing... the one I hadn't seen in years but still held a special place in my heart... the one I would never see again after that day.

I finally fell asleep after about an hour or so & didn't think much of it until about 2:30 when I got a text message saying "Michael Jackson is gone." I'm like, "what do you mean he's gone?" "He died." "He died? 'Beat It' & 'Thriller' Michael Jackson?" "Yes, the King of Pop; he's gone. Cardiac arrest." I remember those texts like it was today.

As I type this, I still cry b/c I love Michael so much & this is still as shocking today as it was that day. Trying to celebrate his birthday will be very difficult, knowing that I'll never see him dance again ~ never hear him sing again... the music stopped that day... my childhood died that day, along with my beloved, Michael.

Michael, I hope that my prayers made a difference & I hope that you are finally resting in peace - no paps, no ugly stories, no lies, no ignorance... just the peace & tranquility that you sought for so long. I love you more & Happy Birthday...

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Guilty or Not: You be the judge

It's been more than a month since "my" Michael died. I'm still in disbelief (yes even after all this time). I don't think I will be able to get past this until someone is punished. Who might that someone be? Conrad Murray! I'm sorry, I don't care that people say that Michael was addicted to painkillers, etc. but as a doctor, one should know better than to give in to someone's whim simply because they can afford to pay for what they want. As a doctor, your first priority should be to protect & preserve lives, not assist in the destruction!

Anyway, as DEA & other authorities try to figure this all out & while we wait on the tox screen, let's examine what we know so far. After that, you decide if Conrad Murray is guilty of a crime or not!



1. Murray was in financial straits & met Michael through one of Michael's bodyguards.
2. Murray gave Michael Diprivan (Propofol) the night before he died.
3. Around 9:20am two female associates of Murray (possibly employees) went to a storage facility where Murray kept items, removing about 6 boxes of items/documents/etc.
3. Murray usually went to the kitchen to get Michael something to eat/drink around 10 am DAILY - on the day he died, he didn't go down until after noon, yelling for help.
4. Murray didn't call 911, someone from Michael's security detail called.
5. Murray didn't call 911 because there was supposedly no dial tone and didn't call from his cell phone b/c he said he didn't remember the address where he'd be living for weeks.
6. Murray performed CPR on Michael on a bed which does not allow for adequate chest compressions while security called 911 more than 20 minutes after Michael was supposedly found.
7. When the paramedics arrived at Michael's home, Murray insisted on being the one to work on Michael.
8. Murray would not allow the paramedics to pronounce Michael at the house, rather insisting resuscitation attempts continue & they bring him to the hospital.
9. Upon arrival at the hospital, Murray didn't stick around, but took off without his car that was back at Michael's home.
10. Murray has not spoken publicly, except through his attorney.
11. Murray felt the need for a defense attorney.
12. Murray's attorney insisted that Murray gave Michael nothing that "should" have killed him - notice the careful wording: "should" rather that "could".
13. Murray has said that Michael hadn't paid him for the time he'd been there and has complained of being far behind on his mortgage and possibly losing his $1.65 million home.
14. There are reports (not sure if true or not) that Michael kept a very large sum of money in the house.

As you can see there are many inconsistencies here and very strange behavior on the part of Conrad Murray. I'm not claiming that he killed Michael on purpose but there is clear medical malpractice, negligence and plain ol' stupid going on here! My theory is he found Michael in a very bad state & rather than call 911 immediately, he tried to clean up as much evidence as possible, even going as far as calling the two female employees getting them to get rid of evidence there. If the story about Michael collapsing & Murray, Prince Michael, Jr. & a bodyguard carrying him to his room is true, then I still believe that Murray waited to call 911. I believe that had he called when whatever happened first occurred, Michael may have survived. The sheer fact that his attorney said Murray didn't give Michael anything that "should have killed him", rather than "could have killed him" let's me know that something went very wrong. Attorneys are careful with their words because one preposition or adverb can make the difference between a lie and the truth.

At any rate, we'll continue this as more evidence comes forward... hopefully we next learn the results of the toxicology report.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Michael Jackson's unreleased song

Ok so apparently Michael Jackson was working on this song but unfortunately due to his passing, was not able to release it himself. Well I am sure most of you have already heard this tid bit of the song but if you havent, here it is. It's only 24 seconds but boy is it good!!! enjoy!!!

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Lakers & Michael Jackson have something in common!


For those of you guys who aren't Laker fans or don't keep up with the news, we have now acquired NBA bad boy Ron Artest. Ron Artest will be a forward in the upcoming 09-10 season with the LA Lakers. He has chosen #37 to wear on his jersey in honor of Michael Jackson! Michael's original Thriller LP stayed at No. 1 on the charts (it was actually on the charts a total of 56 weeks... that's more than a YEAR - someone correct me if I'm wrong). Here's what Ron had to say:


"I was trying to figure out a number, I was talking to my wife and kids," Artest said during the press conference. "I was on my Twitter, MySpace, and Facebook and asking everybody to help me pick a number. On my MySpace, somebody named Trish The Dish came up with the #37 and said that Michael Jackson's Thriller was 37 weeks at number one of all-time. 23, I was going to choose. It was available. It's a great number but, I thought [with] that 37 and Thriller, I can make that a new great number. I think more kids should start getting the #37 for a great human being, since Michael loved all people. I think I'm representing greatness in wearing #37." Ron also recorded a song called "Michael, Michael" in honor of Michael.



The Sunday after Michael's death, three of his albums were in the top three spots (422,000 in the U.S., up from 10,000 a week earlier) and 2.3 million tracks have been downloaded in the United States alone! The week's tally was greater than all the Jackson albums sold from the start of the year to June 21.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Michael's final moments... a motion picture?

 
According to Yahoo! News, the footage of Michael Jackson's last rehearsal may be made into a motion picture or pay per view event! Randy Phillips, the CEO of concert promoter AEG, recently told CNN that there are over 100 hours of documentary footage of Michael preparing for his comeback tour at the O2 in London. I think this will be a must have/see for all fans!

Photos from Michael's Memorial Service

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

John Mayer's rendition of Human Nature

Words cannot even begin to express the soul & spirit you'll feel listening to this. I knew John Mayer was good, but damn! Enjoy!

Monday, July 6, 2009

Share your thoughts & memories

I made a special section up top if anyone would like to share their thoughts, memories or even fan moments & photos! I started it off w/my sappy story/thoughts - sorry... I'm a big softee & cry baby sometimes & in this situation, it's warranted! This sucks! Anyone, if you'd like to share anything, please comment below or email me. You can email me any photos you might have as well! Thanks!

Laila (SoLo)

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Tickets to Michael Jackson's Memorial Service

If anyone out there received tickets to Michael's memorial service this coming Tuesday, please let us know! We wanna hear from you! I applied, but it's already past 11pm here so I'm guessing I won't be getting that email that says "Congratulations, your application was successful." I tried but oh well, I guess it wasn't for me to be there =(

Here's the run down on the winning process:


8,750 people will receive two tickets (11,000 people will get into the Staples Center, 6,500 will be admitted into the Nokia Theater overflow section next door)

The streets around Staples Center will be closed to prevent those without tickets from trying to attend.

The ceremony will not be shown on Staples' giant outdoor TV screen and there will be no funeral procession through the city. No details were available about the actual memorial events.

A unique code and instructions to pick up tickets on Monday at Dodger Stadium were emailed to the winners. When they pick up their tickets, a wristband will be placed on their wrists. To prevent ticket scalping, fans must have both the ticket and the wristband to enter Staples Center on Tuesday. Wristbands that have been ripped, taped or tampered with will be voided.

Michael's family was planning a private ceremony at the Forest Lawn cemetery in the Hollywood Hills but no further details have been provided.

I believe Kenny Ortega, Michael's choreographer, has been asked to help with some of the plans for the memorial service. I'm not sure what other plans are in the works, but Mr. Ortega talked briefly about it on CNN last night.

This Is It Tour Promo

Friday, July 3, 2009

New Michael Jackson Updates

Here's the latest on the death of the King of Pop:

Registration has begun for Michael's public memorial service! You have to register for a chance to win two free tickets to enter either the STAPLES Center or the simulcast inside Nokia Theatre L.A. LIVE across the street on Tuesday, July 7, 2009 at 10am PST.

Share your thoughts & memories!

Diprivan was found at Michael's home. Read the whole story below!

LOS ANGELES, California (CNN) -- While authorities do not yet know what killed Michael Jackson, the possibility that anesthetics -- particularly the drug Diprivan -- might be involved continues to swell with each new revelation.


Propofol induces a coma, not sleep, an anesthesiologist told CNN.


Propofol induces a coma, not sleep, an anesthesiologist told CNN.
On Friday, The Associated Press quoted an unnamed law enforcement source saying investigators found Diprivan in Jackson's Holmby Hills home.
A nutritionist, Cherilyn Lee, said earlier in the week that Jackson pleaded for the drug despite being told of its harmful effects.
Sources close to Jackson told CNN's Dr. Sanjay Gupta that the singer, who suffered from a sleep disorder, traveled with an anesthesiologist who would "take him down" at night and "bring him back up" during a world tour in the mid-90s.
The California State Attorney General's office has now said it is helping the Los Angeles Police Department in Jackson's death investigation. The U.S. Drug Enforcement Administration is also looking into the role of drugs, two federal law enforcement sources said.
The drug Diprivan, known by its generic name Propofol, is administered intravenously in operating rooms as a general anesthetic, the manufacturer AstraZeneca said Friday.

"It is neither indicated nor approved for use as a sleep aid," said spokesman Tony Jewell.
The drug works as a depressant on one's central nervous system.
"It works on your brain," said Dr. Zeev Kain, the chair of the anesthesiology department at the University of California Irvine. "It basically puts the entire brain to sleep."
However, once the infusion is stopped, the patient wakes up almost immediately.
"So if you're going to do this, you'd have to have somebody right there giving you the medication and monitoring you continuously," Kain said.
Dr. Hector Vila, chairman of the Ambulatory Surgery Committee for the American Society of Anesthesiologists, said he administers the drug during office procedures such as urology, dentistry and gynecology. It is also the most common anesthetic for colonoscopies, he said.
Both doctors said that while they have heard of the drug being abused by health care professionals, who have ready access to it, they had not heard of it being used as a sleep aid medication.
"Propofol induces coma, it does not induce sleep," Kain said. "I can put you in a coma for as many days as you want. And, in fact, in intensive care units who have patients who are on a ventilator, that's one of the drugs they use."
Dr. Rakesh Marwah, of the anesthesiology department at the Stanford University School of Medicine, said the drug can lead to cardiac arrest without proper monitoring.
"Propofol slows down the heart rate and slows down the respiratory rate and slows down the vital functions of the body," he said.
Not enough carbon dioxide exits the body; not enough oxygen enters. And the situation can cause the heart to abruptly stop.
"[It is] as dangerous as it comes," Kain said. "You will die if you will give yourself, or if somebody will give you, Propofol and you're not in the proper medical hands."
Los Angeles police have interviewed Jackson's cardiologist, Dr. Conrad Murray, who apparently tried to revive the singer after he was found unconscious on June 25.
They also impounded Murray's car, saying it might contain evidence -- possibly prescription medications. Police did not say whether they found anything.
Through his lawyers, Murray has released several statements saying that he would not be commenting until the toxicology results into Jackson's death are released. The tests are due back in two to three weeks, the Los Angeles County coroner said Thursday.
"We are treating all unnamed sources as rumors. And, as we have stated before, we will not be responding to rumors or innuendo," Murray's lawyer, Matt Alford said Friday. "We are awaiting the facts to come out and we will respond at that time. "
The anesthesiologist who accompanied Jackson during the HIStory tour in the mid-'90s also refused to comment, although he acknowledged Jackson suffered from a sleep disorder.
"I'm very upset. I'm distraught. Michael was a good person. I can't talk about it right now," Dr. Neil Ratner said outside his Woodstock, New York, home Thursday. "It's really something I don't want to talk about right now. I lost a good friend."
On Thursday, the California State Attorney General's Office said it will assist Los Angeles police in sifting through information in a state database that monitors controlled medication.
The database, known as CURES (Controlled Substance Utilization Review and Evaluation System), contains an estimated 86 million records that list all doctors who prescribe such medication, the amount, the date and the person who receives it.
Authorities said the database was used in the investigation after the death of former model and reality TV show star Anna Nicole Smith.
A day earlier, federal law enforcement sources said DEA agents would be looking at various doctors involved with Jackson, their practices and their possible sources of medicine supply.
A number of people close to Jackson have expressed concern that medication could have contributed to the singer's death at age 50.
In 2005, after he was cleared on charges of child molestation, Jackson spent a week at a center run by Dr. Deepak Chopra, a physician who focuses on spirituality and the mind-body connection.
During that week, Jackson asked Chopra for a prescription for a narcotic, the doctor said.
"I said, 'What the heck do you want a narcotic prescription for?'" Chopra said. "And it suddenly dawned on me that he was probably taking these and that he had probably a number of doctors who were giving him these prescriptions, so I confronted him with that. At first, he denied it. Then, he said he was in a lot of pain."
Brian Oxman, a former attorney for the Jackson family who was with the family in the hospital emergency room on June 25, also expressed concern about medications the pop star was taking.
"I talked to his family about it, I warned them -- I said that Michael is overmedicating and that I did not want to see this kind of a case develop," Oxman told CNN the next day.
Earlier this week, the nutritionist Lee, a registered nurse, said Jackson suffered from severe bouts of insomnia and asked her to find him some Diprivan.

"I told him this medication is not safe," Lee said. "He said, 'I just want to get some sleep. You don't understand. I just want to be able to be knocked out and go to sleep.' "
Lee, however, said she did not know of any doctors who would have given Jackson the drug nor had she seen him use it.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Those close to him, recall MJ's final rehearsal

Here's the story CNN ran about the MJ's rehearsal:

Jackson, here at a June 23 rehearsal, "was full of jokes, full of life," band vocal coach Dorian Holley said.
Jackson, here at a June 23 rehearsal, "was full of jokes, full of life," band vocal coach Dorian Holley said.

The rehearsals ended on a high note that night.


Michael Jackson was energetic and excited. He popped his signature moonwalk and dance spins that gave chills to some of those watching.

As he walked to his car, he put his arm around concert promoter Randy Phillips and -- as Phillips later recounted -- in his soft voice, whispered: "Thank you, I know we're going to get it there together. I know I can do this."

That was late Wednesday night, June 24. A few hours later, Jackson was rushed to a hospital and pronounced dead.

"All I know is that the Michael Jackson that hugged me and said 'goodnight' was a healthy, vibrant human being about to undertake the greatest undertaking of his life," Phillips said Thursday. "And something happened between 12:30 when he left us and the morning when I had to rush to the hospital when I got the first call."

The death of the pop icon shocked the music world, not only because many fans were looking forward to his 50 sold-out shows in London, England, beginning in mid-July, but also because the 50-year-old singer -- while a step slower than in his prime -- was apparently healthy and up to the task of what has been described as a grueling show.

"He was just like a kid in the candy store because he was seeing his vision come alive," said Dorian Holley, the vocal coach for Jackson's band, about the last rehearsal.

"He was just full of jokes, full of life," Holley said. He added that Jackson was due to be back at rehearsals again at 4:30 p.m. on the day of his death.

On Thursday, Phillips' promotion company, AEG Live, released a 1½-minute rehearsal clip that was shot two nights before Jackson's death.

In that clip, Jackson barreled through the song "They Don't Care About Us." As a guitarist played a riff, he danced next to her and then led eight backup dancers in a choreographed march, reminiscent of his breakthrough music video "Thriller."

The clip -- shot at the Staples Center arena in Los Angeles, California, on June 23 -- ends with a voice off stage saying, "Hold for applause, hold for applause ... fade out."
Two days later, Jackson was dead.

Phillips said a doctor, hired by the tour's insurance carrier, examined Jackson before AEG proceeded with the rehearsals -- and gave the singer the green light to continue.

"He examined Michael for about five hours at his house and I think they went somewhere for some other tests," Phillips said. "We are obviously not privy to the patient-doctor relationship with that information, but the insurance broker told us that he passed with flying colors."

The production pace in those final weeks was ferocious, some of the attendees said.

Jackson's manager, Frank DiLeo, told a radio interviewer that he discussed tweaking the strenuous two-hour format of the shows.

"We were going to do one of two things," DiLeo told KDKA in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, last week.

"We were either going to do so much in the beginning, take a half-hour break, then come back and do the second half of the shows. Or we were going to cut it down to 90 minutes."

The exacting rehearsals may have been taking a toll on Jackson, his doctor's lawyer has said.

"Michael Jackson didn't eat very much," said Edward Chernoff, the lawyer for Jackson's cardiologist, Dr. Conrad Murray. "He really didn't drink very much. He didn't hydrate very well. When he rehearsed, it was very strenuous exercise."

As authorities await toxicology reports to determine how Jackson died, fans around the world lamented the loss of a great performer whose ability to dazzle seemed intact, if inhibited, in the short video clip.

"He still moves better at 50 than I could at 15," said Stephanie Siek, a graduate student in Frankfurt, Germany. "But he also seems to be holding back in a way he never did in his older videos or other footage I've seen. I think it would have been a great show, but I think that a lot of people would have been disappointed, because he was so iconic in his prime. That's a very, very hard standard to live up to."





Michael Jackson: Final Glimpse at Greatness

You guys know I've been following the Michael Jackson coverage a lot the past week. I've rewatched interviews wherein Michael talked about how his father would belittle him, calling him ugly & "big nose", etc. I've done research on vitiligo (simply b/c I wanted to find out if this disease could actually cause a person to change skin tone/color) & the drug Diprivan & I've been trying to understand what happened, how this could have happened & even why. Here's my little insight!



So far, we know that Diprivan is an anesthesia that causes a medically induced coma. It does NOT put a person to sleep. It affects the central nervous system, basically shutting the brain down, slowing breathing, etc. MJ asked nurse Cherilyn Lee for this drug saying that he had been previously received it from his doctor who told him it was completely safe, with no side effects.

Father Joe Jackson said to have been very abusive of Michael when he was growing up. He would call him names & beat him. Michael would often sit & cry as a kid b/c he wanted to go to the park & play like the other kids. I believe Michael was told over & over as a kid that he was ugly that, as an adult, he was so unhappy with his appearance that he began to have these plastic surgeries to try & hide from the person whom his father despised. I don't think he was trying not to show that person to the world, I truly believe he wanted to hide from that person. The only way to hide from that person was to not see him in the mirror & the only way to not see him in the mirror, was to make him go away. Sad but when asked by CNN report Don Lemon about how his family was coping with Michael's death, Joe Jackson simply said they were fine then went straight into introducing his male companion & promoting his new company. When asked why he did that, he lied saying that the reporter asked about the company therefore he was merely responding... sad - I watched that interview live & Don Lemon did NOT ask him anything about his company.

Vitiligo, in advanced or extreme cases can take over a person's entire body. This form of vitiligo is called universal vitiligo or vitiligo totalis. In this case, the affected person will have very small patches of skin left with natural pigment b/c the white patches have taken over the entire body. There is no cure; there are only two things that can be done: medically bleach the skin to match the skin with no pigmentation or nothing!

My mom & I were discussing earlier what happened to our beloved pop star & she believes her was tired & was probably ready to die b/c of all the pain (physical, mental, emotional) in his life. I have to disagree b/c he loved his children! They were his life & I don't believe he wanted to die at such an early age, leaving them behind! I also don't believe someone who was preparing for this huge final tour was ready to just call it quits!

I posted pics of his rehearsal from June 23. I saw in the pics a person who didn't look ill or worn down. He looked as he's looked for years. Though thin, he's looked the same way all along! For 5'10", he was slim but he's been that way as long as I've known him, so why all of a sudden would he go into cardiac arrest for seemingly know reason? My hypothesis is this: he complained of insomnia & pain all the time. He had doctors at his beckoning call. He was given too much of something (Diprivan or some other drug) & he stopped breathing. The doctor tried to resusitate him but after unsuccessful attempts, cleaned up the damning evidence, called for help & then called 911. By then, it was too late. There's no way it should have taken 25 minutes from the time MJ stopped breathing to the time paramedics arrived, especially when the paramedics got there within only a few minutes.

Anyway, that's just my thoughts on this sad, sad situation. I could be completely wrong, then again... well, we'll see whenever the 2nd autopsy comes back. So take a look at the video & see for yourself... this doesn't look like a sick person to me!

2nd UPDATE: MJ's memorial could be as early as this weekend...


Just heard on CNN that arrangements are being made to transport Michael's body later this week, with a public viewing & separate memorial for his family this weekend. Just thought I'd share that bit of info... got more coming... I'm sure you guys don't mind reading about MJ during this time. We all loved him & it's the least we can do, report the truth as we know it!

6/30/09, 10pm UPDATE: CNN just announced that the public viewing will be Friday at Neverland Ranch. They will have live coverage!

7/2/09 UPDATE: CNN announced that MJ's funeral & public viewing will both be held on Tuesday, July 7. The funeral will be first at an undisclosed location. The public viewing will be at the Los Angeles Staples Center at 10am (12pm CST). Anyone wanting to attend will have to register for one of the 11,000 free tickets; registration details will be announced this Friday.

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Michael Jackson's Staple Center Rehearsal Photos


These photos are from June 23, just two days before Michael Jackson died of cardiac arrest. They were taken during his rehearsal at the Los Angeles Staples Center for his upcoming London "This Is It" concert tour. The famed choreographer, Kenny Ortega, was working with him. Unfortunately, the photo below shows paramedics attempts to save Michael's life =(

UPDATED: Exclusive interview from nurse advising Michael Jackson

This nurse is on CNN right now (well a few minutes ago - I went back a few minutes) talking about this drug called Diprivan that Michael asked her about (generic name is Proprofol, a drug administered ONLY via IV to start or maintain anesthesia during certain surgeries, tests, or procedures - Info drugs.com). Her name is Cherilyn Lee; she met him in January when she was referred by someone Michael knew to take care of his kids. Michael called her (or someone called her for him) this past Sunday (only 4 days before he died) asking for this drug. Basically, he told her that he was experiencing hot & cold sensations - one side of his body was hot & the other was cold, which Ms. Lee says could have been symptoms of a cardiovascular nature or central nervous system. He told her that his doctor had given him Diprivan before & told him that it was safe to take. She thought he may have been mispronouncing it so she looked up the pharmacology of the drug & asked a physician who told her that this was NOT safe & should only be administered in ICU. Michael mentioned to her that he simply wanted to sleep but she told him that IF he took this drug, he might not wake up!

UPDATE: After listening to a second interview conducting by CNN's Anderson Cooper on AC360 at 10pm, I decided to do a little more research on the drug, Diprivan. It seems that Diprivan's side effects include, but are not limited to: Slow Heartbeat, Periods of Not Breathing, Heart Failure, Life Threatening Allergic Reaction, Fever, Trouble Breathing, etc. Most notably, other medications that will increase these side effects are narcotic pain relievers like morphine or other sedatives. Ms. Lee said that when she learned of Michael's death, she immediately began to wonder if he'd taken the Dirprivan after she advised against it b/c she recognized the symptoms!